I fell hard and I almost hit rock bottom. Exam results were a pile of shyt… I so need to work harder next year..
Should I give up the tuition even before everything? Haix..
New phone! December 25, 2008
I separated this post from the edited part is cause I felt that they are 2 unrelated things!
I GOT MY NEW SONY ERICSSON W595 PHONE!! White with red!! And I am changing my mobile operator from SingTel to M1, reason being is that I am a major SMS freak. I can practically go over my SMS by 400 plus in addition to the 500free sms that my usual plan provides. The additional 500 free sms given by SingTel is not enough as this addition only applies to SingTel to SingTel mobile users. So SMS-ing Jensen and other peepz with Starhub and M1 would not apply in this range. At least now with this new change, I can @ Jensen into the 3 M1 numbers and call for free, as well as having free campus calls and the additional free 500 SMS which allows me to SMS to anyone anywhere. 
The drawback is that M1 does not seem to provide good enough reception as compared to SingTel. But I think I can overlook this especially with the X’mas deal I got from changing operator whereby I don’t have to pay my phone bill for up to 6 months! Major money saver! So happy..
So any friends out there who are using M1? Can tell me? But then you must be people whom I am close too at least ba.. Or even in the same school?
Merrry Chrrisstmasss!! December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas to everyone! TO tell you guys the truth, I LOVE this day and season and time of the year. My family’s X’mas eve party was fun with games and food and cake! Gifts exchange among relatives… Just came back from a last minute movie outing with Jensen, Olivia, Bryan, Colin and WeiSheng. Hardly the usual gang though.. But but!! I got a chance to meet up with Olivia. Hahas..We caught Bedtime Stories and its super hilarious.
I love this year’s christmas… Actually I love all christmas. But this year it was the best of all christmas-es..
HAPPINESS!!!
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Edited 25th Dec 9.22pm
I am super full from X’mas dinner with my sisters and my dad. (mum went cruise)
As promised December 22, 2008
Here is the photo of my winning tiles that day when playing Mahjong with my family and relatives… It was 南风 and I was the 3rd person which means I also got 西风 and 3rd flower.. So this already 3 tai.. Then later got the centipede which is another tai.. Then the bai ban and 中- 2 more tai. So total already about 6 tai.. Then its all pong pong = 2 more tai.. and then its one nine one nine kinda pattern = 2 more tai.. Then another half colour = 2 more extra tai
Hence in total its 12 tai! Wootz, in my entire history of playing Mahjong I have never gotten cards like these. SO happy! I love the colour!! BLUE AND RED! Hahas….
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I feel lazy.. my room still unpacked and untidy.. lol..
I can see… December 19, 2008
And that means that I would need to pack and tidy my room plus create the things I need for X’mas gifts. In addition, I really need to start doing my X’mas shopping for now asap.
Things between us have been going hot and cold. Though nothing major that would instill a fight.. but it is still enough to lead each other feel distant. But I am glad that we are communicating and respecting each other’s thoughts and views. I thank you for this.
Right now I am not as broke as I thought I would be, all from Mahjong winnings with friends and relatives. Dead tired from helping out and the mahjong. I got a nice set of tiles which I will upload when I am good and ready. Hehe… anyways the winnings mean X’mas shopping without much guilt. Hehe…
Anw I go snooze now liaos…
Disappointment December 17, 2008
My youngest sister is pretty and smart and came in first in class. But she is a utter disappointment… She is not responsible, not sensible and not able to help people when they are in distress.
I am injured with my eye being partially blind. I am recovering and during this time, my dad has ordered me to stop taking care of Cody and leaving it to my 2 sisters to care for her. First day of which I was injured, I was taken care by someone so dear and far away from home. Am glad for this for I managed to open my eye and see by evening.
2nd day, was horrible. Just came back from my auntie’s husband wake, with my dad and Brenda. Brenda needing to make the dog’s food went hysterical when my dad switched on the music and cause no one to help her as well. (on order not to do anything). Food done with less screaming and then after the dogs ate finish she kept Cody back into her cage and then she went into her room. 15mins later Cody whinned cause she needed to go out to pee and poo…
The whinning went on for 30mins or so and I was on the phone so I went to tell my sis that Cody need to do her businesses… Instead of moving to do it, she told be from her bed that she is tired and muscles are aching all over from her dancing CCA in the morning. So I asked her how could she stand the whinning since she is so tired… Just like that she jumped out of bed and out of the room grumbling and taking out the unhappiness of being called to take care of Cody on Cody itself, banging the cage door and yelling about how we are mistreating her (my sis)…
I told her back that this is for a week while I am recovering and yet she still continued to yell, waking my dad in the process and saying all those mean things on the top of her voice about how my dad don’t help and things like that and finally ending off with something so cruel and mean..
If she wants to take care of Cody then she should know of the responsibilities that come with taking care of a dog. But yet she shuns them and yells at everyone when she was told to help.
Tell me how am I supposed to even be able to be like my eldest sister or even be myself when I have to care for everything at home?! Even in school I also have to deal with the dog and sisters conflict. Everything alway have to be me.. sobs..
I am so disappointed in my sister…
Injured 2nd time December 14, 2008
This time its my eye.. stupid cody with her legs… arghs! Why am i always the one who gets injured by her?!
sobs
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edited: 12.27pm 16th dec 08
to all who are wondering how bad the damage to my eye is… well the result was a scratched cornea. Pretty bad i think considering that the eye is protected by many protective mechanisms like the eye lids and the blinking reflex.
Now I am still recovering. I can open my eyes and I am not so sensitive towards light anymore.. But the eye still appears bloodshot. Thanks for all who are concern and due to my injury I would be online as little as possible till I am completely healed..
Cause of this injury, my yesterday plans and today plan are all spoilt. HAix… hope i have another time to make it up..
Mad Rush December 10, 2008
Just now I went through the ultimate rush ever. Rush and scrambling to register for subjects. Really really mind blowing. Since 9.30 am till now then I have managed to catch a breath. Everything is now in order however there is still one module that is of a different tutorial group. Hopefully I will be able to swop my index number for the correct one.
My head is still pounding. Arghs!
*Ache* December 8, 2008
Thanks Justine, Lymon and Raymond for coming over today! We exercised, play mahjong and just chit chat..
Thanks to the exercise, I got sore thighs and butt.. and thanks to the cold weather I got achy knees.. 
But it was fun. =)
*Justine take care okie?*
Thanks gang..
Preview for Tomorrow’s Collection December 6, 2008
Finally finished photographing and editing the photos. The Sneak Preview is already up on the site.
I am pleased with how each of the pieces have turned out. I am so into this X’mas spirit I realised. I loovvee Christmas!!
Anyways, here is the sneak preview as posted on the site… 
Outing December 5, 2008
Just came back from an outing with Brenda and finished dinner at home. Both of us went shopping, walking along Orchard Road from Plaza Singapura to Far East Plaza. Didn’t buy much stuff just walking around and basically doing window shopping literally, i.e. looking at the shop windows. And being a shoe fanatic, I bought 2 pairs of shoes. Not at one shot but the same brand at different outlets. I bought a white satin pump at HMV and another black canvas shoes at Far East Plaza. I wanted to buy the black one at the same outlet but they don’t have my size. I let it go thinking more about that pair of shoes after leaving HMV. AND!!!! I got it! THough I had to walk all the way to the other end of ORchard belt. Didn’t do much there since I am with Brenda and there is still like an age gap of 8 years so what I like may not appeal to her.
But either how, I saw a shop at Far EAst Plaza Level 1 that sells some of the clothes that are found online and the price is monstrous!! They are all priced at least $6-7 dearer than those sold at the blogshops. It is really really mind-boggling.. Maybe I should go down to City Plaza one day and see the clothes for myself. I think I should drag a driver down with me. Hehe…
Almost a week of the holidays has gone by, and I have successfully finished my creations for this December season. However, I still have other ideas coming up and I am not sure if I should go ahead and create them and upload then for the X’mas seasons. ( I think I should but I won’t have enough time to make and photograph them by Sunday: think I will just photograph the present set and come up with part 2 later on.)
I wish X’mas is here.. The lightings and decorations at Orchard Road is making me think of the Nutcracker and the Sugar Plum Princess. All candies and sweets!! SO NICE!!
Updates December 5, 2008
TO some who do not know, Jensen had submitted an application in my name for the Hey Gorgeous competition on Channel U. And for those who know about it and seen Jensen’s msn nick to vote for me, erm…… well here is an update.
I got into the 1st round of auditions which I went yesterday. Though I was not into the whole thingy and even asked people not to vote for me, surprisingly I got enough votes to get into the auditions. And being there was truly an eye-opener. Being inside MediaCorp for the very first time was really really truly intriguing. The audition itself was simple, to just self-introduce, to do catwalk, give different facial expressions and so on and forth. A mere 10mins or less and everything was over. I didn’t get into the finals or further auditions which I think is kinda good since I am not the kinda person who likes this kinda things.. I love the outdoors I love having fun but I rather do it in a low profile manner. Hahas…
Anyways, happy things have been happening and I am kinda feeling blissful. By the way I got accepted into the Accelerated B.sc programme of my school and so I would have to overload even more this coming semester. I wish I would be able to handle everything this coming semester.
Tomorrow would be going out shopping with my youngest sister! Finally! It has been ages since I last went shopping or even went out with my sister. My shop is turning ONE on the 16th December. I can’t believe that I have lasted for a year! Hahas.. I think I really enjoy making and creating things with my hand. I feel like everything I am doing is not for commerial uses but more for recreation and I feel happy that people appreciate what I do. =)
Amanda is happy!!
Darnit December 1, 2008
Amanda Effing hates going home! Everytime she just leaves the house early to go out in the morning and returns home she always get the anger that her mum feels when the house gets messed up by her 2 sisters! So Blooody Infuriating!! She now just wants to just scream at her stupid mum and get her mum to effing understand that she is not to be blamed for any damm thing!!
Amanda is really really effing pissed of all these stupid nonsense that is directed to her and yet she has no part the creation of all these nonsense but merely a stupid outlet for people to flare at. What nonsense!!!
