!@#$GAWD!@ March 25, 2009
I have finally concluded that D-lactate is a horrible thing!! Worse than L-lactate!! I can’t believe that just plotting 3 points on a freaking excel can give me so weird readings! Not to mention that L-lactate was 5 points!! Gawd! I give up! I will try again tomorrow! arghs! *Stabs D-lactate**
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Anyways, I have developed a new pet peeve… ITS THAT BLOODY TUTTIQUANTI!! WHY ARE SO MANY FELLOW SBS STUDENTS TALKING ABOUT IT?! I simply am pissed cause I don’t see the rush to rush through the whole thing especially when this TuttiQ can be used as a revision tool for the final Exam..
I know that it is 80 levels and highly challenging but then we still have so many reports due this week… Gawd… But then maybe it is just me… I am so sick of being around people who are rushing and rushing to do mugging but in the end still I can see the lack of motivation in most people’s spirit. I just hate this mad rush!
Count down to exams is like 22 days away and I am still not ready but trying to get back to find a motivation all so stranger to me… Manx! Me and my irrational pet peeve… Ignore the above…
Fish Food March 22, 2009
Hey all people out there!! I currently have just lost my one and only fish to the netherworld and I have a bottle of unopened fish food with me. As I don’t think I would be keeping any fish in the time to come, I am putting this fish food on sale @ $3.50!
It reads “NEW VITAMIN SUPER FISH STAPLE FOOD” and it comes in a yellow container with the foil still in tact! Weight is 550/100g…
If interested please leave a comment.. Thanks =)
Freaked out March 22, 2009
Earlier at night, I had an asthma attack! No idea why and no idea how but it just happened… I was outside with Jensen and Bryan in the open space where it was supposed to be non-smoking zone but yet a lot of people there were smoking.. so we shifted into the aircon area and that was when I started to get an attack! At first I thought that it was just breathlessness but then, it went on to become totally no breath. My hands and legs started to numb, I can’t feel the nerves, I know my hands and legs are there but I can’t control the exact strength in them.. I hyperventilated to get more air but no it did not work. In the end I was outside again with Jensen supporting me…
After somewhat felt like eternity, I felt better, could walk but my hands had no feelings. I can hold a pen but I can’t feel the pen at all. My whole body felt like it was on those massage chairs on “Vibration” mode. I think I must have freaked out a lot of people..
What shocked me was that I haven’t had any asthma attacks like this since childhood say around 5years old till now… And even my family doctor says my asthma is gone. Oh gosh.. Looks like I really need to watch the air I breathe… Second hand smoking is can really kill….
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On a lighter note, I am feeling rather free and happy for now.. Most knots have been untied. =)
This afternoon went down to Jensen’s place to wash car for him.. Got a good exercise and spent time with his sister who made me all wet and had to go down to Junction 8 to get underwears. =X
But still I had fun! I will strive and find my goal somehow though I am have no clue where to start.
Gosh March 17, 2009
This morning my fish died, the one that I owned since last year. Apparently some was wrong with the water.. I don’t know what but oh well… I am sad for its death and so it goes to show that I am not a very good caretaker. Haix..
Anyways immuno test was cui!
But on the brighter side of life – I have completed 10 more levels outta the 100-levels quiz. Will attempt to finish it by Wednesday. Haix… I so wish the fish didn’t die..
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Things to do March 11, 2009
Okay, since I am constantly online and not focused, I will make a list of what I need to do first here.
- Study for Immunology quiz which is on 16th March
- Review the BS208 lab reports in the email before printing them.. Reports due by 15th March
- Complete BS206 100 levels practical quiz by 20th March
- Attempt TUTTIQ which is 80 levels theory quiz asap
- Start revising for core and catching up on missed tutorials
- Collect HL813 assignment from the office @ south spine.
PLEASE HELP ME BY REMINDING ME!! Thanks so much. Haix… I am screwed..
A whole new game plan March 11, 2009
I just had the most ridiculous test in my whole studying career! I have this 100 levels online quiz which has 4 questions per level. And…… if I made a mistake in the 4 questions at the level, say level 1, I will be be pushed back by a level i.e. now level 0. I tried, moving from level 0 to level 1 then to level -2 then to level 3 and back to level -7! I am so sick of going back and forth and not moving forward. I think I will sleep! Then try again tomorrow before mugging for my immunology quiz which is on Monday.
University life sucks! No wonder some are not even trying to fight…
erm.. March 8, 2009
The year of many 21st Birthdays!
Yesterday was the celebration of Yong Tao’s 21st! Jensen and I kinda gag-ed him by switching the candles to many smaller ones and also to those trick candles. Hehehe!! It’s not everyday that I get to prank Yong Tao. =)
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Okay nvm, I lost track of what I wanna blog about since Matrix is on TV now… TOmorrow is school.. Sian..
Okay March 6, 2009
My “stay away” sign is now on hibernation!
I am officially taking a short break for now to decrease my stress level till the next quiz. Then it’s gonna be fast-tracked from there, trying to get all my modules understood and to get everything ready and prep for the finals. I need to relax!
Hopefully tomorrow’s going to be fun!! Sparky’s going to remove her stitches and I am going to PARTEEEEE!
X.X March 5, 2009
Finally COmpleted! Can Sleep!! Edited @ 3.04 am..
P.S. I don’t understand why guys like to do things their girlfriends don’t like.
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Officially died and reborn…
I just realised something so so stupid.. I did my slides and then realised that the whole 3 hours that I had spent to do those slides are a waste!! WASTE!!! WHY!? Cause I did not answer the question or even talk about how proteomics and platelets relate.. I was talking about them as 2 separate issues!
Now I need to redo all those slides (10slides!!) and make them right before I can complete the rest of my presentation!!
TICK TOCK!!! Only 9 hours to go before submission deadline (As from now NOW!)
Apologies March 3, 2009
I am sorry if at some point of time I am avoiding you. I just do not want to add on to my stress level currently. I know that you are stressed and tired but so am I.. PLus I have many more modules than you and I am also sleeping late every night.. Just hope that you would understand why for the past few days I have been moving around and sitting all over the place instead of my usual seats… I just need some “ME” time and also time and the chance to actually catch up with the pace of school without having break down again..
Sorry~
Funny and true March 1, 2009
Found this while filtering my Emails… This is funny! Hehe..
Nine words women use…
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are Right and you need to shut up.
2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!
5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)
6.) That’s Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
7.) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you’re welcome.
8.) Whatever : Is a women’s way of saying F@!K YOU!
9.) Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to #3.
Marley & Me March 1, 2009
Warning!! Not for the super sensitive!
If you have read the book Marley & Me, you might want to watch the show, so go ahead… If you haven’t and you own a dog, DON’T WATCH! Or you can just go rent/borrow/buy/steal the book and read…
The show really tears! TEARS as in the tears that come down from your eyes. While it is every bit funny and hilarious, it is really sad to watch the ending. Here there is no happy ending, no “live happily ever after”, but rather an ending that is bittersweet, more bitter instead.
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I wonder how can I let Cody go for adoption when I love her as much as I love Sparky. Though monstrous she is, though “big bad wolf” she is, I still love her.. But yet I feel that I am not at all capable of giving her what Sparky has. Undivided attention. Because of my committments that Jensen made me see more clearly. I have so far 3 – School, Dogs and Him.. But School I have sub-committments, i.e. ABP stuff to fulfil (extra modules) and the basic modules; Dogs too, i.e. when one fall ills, I need to give more attention to care for her instead and if both fall ill, I will have my hands full.. Just these 2 I have alread my hands tight and filled.. Not to mention that I can only rely on myself this time round to fulfil my committments.
Like Jensen said, when I finally got a chance to breathe, something will crop up and then I will be back to square one. Today, he made me see clearly how different he and I are, and how alike we are… How I have lived my life just trying to do something that I will/might never get.. How I have not lived my life at all..Seriously, I wonder why am I living for… I lost my dream as a Vet on the day I got my A’level results, but I gained an opportunity to work in a lab (something I still do not see myself doing).. I gained friends and yet I lost someone dear to me.. I gained a chance to accelerate my studies and a chance to graduate early to seek a job, but I lost the chance to breathe.. I gained a tuition job which helps me replenish my savings, but I lost time trying to catch up on studies and on breathing..
Jensen say to learn to bask in the glory of what I have and achieved instead of what I have not achieved or failed to achieve. I guess I haven’t been doing all these… In fact, come to think of it, my list on the right have remained the same since January and I doubt I have still found myself… I need to treasure the opportunities I have… I need to stop adding committments and responsibilities to myself..
