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I thought I was alright.. But no.. I am still hurting very very badly.. I wish I could just get involved in some accident that could let me just get ammesia and forget about everything that happened..

The pain is there, forever fresh and forever there. I tried almost everything I could to forget, but I still ended up back to square one. Is there any drug out there that can let me forget?

I am still lost, still struggling, still trying… But now, I don’t see anything; nothing at all… I guess what I did for the past few weeks was just to numb and set it aside and just pretend that nothing had happened. But now I am embracing the reality of it and I feel the pain every single second.

I have to do it, I have to or we will both be unhappy…