How to start the makeover?

How to have revenue to learn how to make up, and dress up? Lol!!! I am becoming some vain chic… (so all his fault!)

So far, I can only make do with colours that I have and own, which based on his words, are not me.. The clothes I wear too do not reflect Boomz me enough, that they are too old or that they are too auntish…    *comments anyone?*

Felt a bit sad because I just somehow managed to pick up my self-confidence and managed to walk outta my cosy corner to try to make a 180 degrees change, and somehow words like that just kinda smashed the confidence. Not trying to pinpoint anything he said, but yea that is how I felt.

But feedback noted, and will make an effort to find clothes that boomx “ME!”   

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Anyways, am penniless due to the amazing 2 days 1 night fun I had yesterday and today. It was just fun-filled adventure with Flyer, shopping sprees, dinner@ The Soup Spoon, X’mas lightings, Arcade and much more, which ended just about 7 hours ago with a Bang! @ Cafe Cartel for a late late lunch. The St’Louis ribs are awesome, so is the chicken platter that I had.

Really a broke but happy girl!! (despite this morning’s hiccup with NTU system)

Tuition tomorrow morning = revenue again but = phonee bill

Saturday dinner with relatives, Monday outing with the girls, Tuesday – madness with sisters, Wednesday TBA, Thursday Bren’s day, Friday, S1 gathering with X’mas!!!!! Wootz!!

I will be even happier with $$$$$$$$$$

Dammit!

Today is so not a good day. Yesterday was awesome but today is not.

No sleep at all because of the coffee I drank @ dinner time. This I can handle, but waking up to do the subjects registration and realising that I cannot add anything, was shytty enough.. and then a freak sms from my mum complaining about something that has not gone wrong, was even worse.

Now sitting here in front of the com and waiting for the reply from school admin regarding my subjects registration, with all these crap floating around me, is starting to ruin my day… ARGH !@^%$@$#$@

Baked Vanilla Currant Chocolate Twist… It tasted like scones!!! Yum! Brenda helped and it was fun kneading the dough to form the twist.

Continued staying in the kitchen to prepare dinner and all. Brenda made an awesome grilled chicken which tasted very much like teriyaki chicken… much nicer than the MOS teriyaki, Pepper lunch and all others. Charwanmushi was super hard to make, being my first time doing it, I was unsure of the ratio of water to egg mixture. But cooking with Brenda today was awesome fun!!!

Good start to a great week! tomorrow will be another fun and awesome day!! Can’t wait..

So far this week is going well so far. *oops better not jinx it*

Planning for my next semester’s timetable is really crazy!

I just realised that I have been taking a total of 6 exams minimum each semester. WTX.. I still have not contacted the school administration to withdraw from the Accelerated bachelor programme, and so I need to consider that courses that I will take as a normal ABP student while including laboratory module inside. Still the outcome of the planning is 6 examinable papers. Really shit… I wish for once that I don’t have to sit up to 6 papers in one semester.

SO going to withdraw after registering for the modules… !@^%#@%

Don’t you sometimes feel like screaming at the person who wrongly accuses u for everything you do? Take just now as an example: My mum needed my help to look for something, she could not find it. I helped and asked her where was the last time she used it and where did she last seen it. She accused me of not wanting to help at all. F! I hate it when she always does that.. Then when I ignore her, she will scream at me for not being a filial daughter. WTF!

I do everything I can to make her happy but I also need my space and sometimes I feel as if everything I do for her is never enough. Why is she like that? haix…

That happened about an hour ago, and I am slightly still seeting about it. I just cannot stand anyone wronging me for things that I never do. My first few days of the holidays sux so far because of her. So want to go shopping and enjoy myself but it just somehow fail to succeed because of her constant !#%$%

It’s just so awesome to finish exam to a treat of donuts, hats and bus rides, even though the paper was not.

Just 2 more papers to go, and then it’s officially holidays..

Shopping sprees, and loads of relaxation to do.

But first…… the remaining 2 papers… Friday and Monday…

Just 3 more papers!! 3 freaking more papers…

2nd Dec – BS306 Developmental Bio – all the frogs, C. elegans, drosophilla, zebra(zipbra)fish, mouse!!!

4th Dec – BS308 Cancer Biology – MCQs!!! 50% one ans/qn 50% multiple ans/qn.. going siao

7th Dec – BS409 Current topics in structural biology – Bleh!! 20 qns 5 marks each NO CHOOSING!! GG

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THEN it’s freedom!!!

paint room, demolish room, recreate room!!!

party, work, fun!!!

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ARGHHH!!!! WHAT AM I DOING HERE!?! FOCUS FOCUS!!!

Bleh…

Every blog I read that belongs to any SBS student yr 3 is always about the exams and how horrible they are or how they are mugging.. I know I am not an exception… Haix.. So wish they really be over!

=X

But I had better days during this exam period, NO, it is not that I think I do very well in my papers but rather I just realised something important. Anyways, have finally decided to drop the ABP programme for good right after this semester’s exams are over. I realised that there is no point in having to rush everything through and compromise why I went into university and also this course. Since last year, I have been rushing through the cores like a high speed train going at 200km/h or even faster. In the end I had relationship problems, face problems, all kinds of problems.

I don’t think all these are worth it for that early graduation and less 1 semester worth of fees to pay. Nah… think I will just do things one step at a time..

Now onto plants I will..

Stupid exam, stupid module combinations, just want to !@#!#$ all of them!!!

Everything is crap!! I can’t remember anything about genetics to help me even try to attempt the past years exam questions. ARGH !@^^#(@*&$@

I want to have no exams right now right this very instance. I am sick of mugging…

*grumbles*

Just 3 and half days to my doom. Still trying to catch up on those lectures I missed for the first exam. SO SO SO DEAD!

Wish time would stop still.. Somehow I regreted taking this module instead of others. I so hate genetics…